“So when are you going to write a novel?” my psychoanalyst asks.
“I’m not!” I exclaim, alarmed by the question. “Never.”
“I can feel a novel brewing in there,” the analyst says.
“No,” I say. “I’d rather die than be one of THOSE people.”
“Novelists?” he asks. “What have you got against novelists?”
“No, I mean THOSE PEOPLE. The ones who entertain the childish dreams of being rich and famous rather than recognize that they hate their lives.”
“I’m not convinced,” the analyst says, looking very unconvinced. “I’m pretty sure that one day I will see your name at the bookstore, in the fiction section.”
Of course, now I’m wondering if the analyst is trying to suggest that I’m a really talented liar. I have a huge issue with thinking that everybody suspects me of dishonesty, and he knows it. It takes everything I have not to run after each colleague who casually asks, “Coming from class?” and yell, “Yes, yes, I’ve been to class, I swear, I have 23 people who can prove it, and here are the homeworks I collected, and here is my class plan, so yes, I’ve been to class, and how dare you suspect otherwise, you mean, nasty evildoer?!”
But what else can this insistence that I can write novels mean other than suggesting that I lie really well?