I don’t even understand why they are doing this. Everybody has social media. Everybody knows what happened. It’s like they literally can’t bring themselves to say what’s true.
Author: Clarissa
Back to Mommy
I just received an offer from another publisher for my book. It’s also a great publishing house, and they are super enthusiastic about it. Of course, it had to happen just when I’m ready to sign a contract with somebody else.
The new publisher says they are having spirited debates at the office about the things I say in the book, which is exactly what I wanted.
Being accepted in Ukraine where I felt weird and incapable of fitting in since birth is like suddenly being wanted by the mother who always rejected you.
I’m so happy I could cry. Maybe I will cry.
Book Notes: Mike Omer’s Please Tell Me
Mike Omer writes undemanding, fun serial killer novels. I normally wouldn’t mention them except that Please Tell Me features a mother that is exactly like mine. And the main character, her daughter, is a child psychologist. It’s really funny because the author received consultations from actual child psychologists, and one can see in the novel how bizarre and unintentionally funny their methods are. Anybody who believes there should be child psychologists don’t understand first thing about psychology, so it’s all very entertaining.
Also, this novel is an example of how the leftist narrative of COVID becomes popularized and accepted as the norm. We (Team Reality) aren’t getting our story out, and that’s a shame.
Please read the novel if you are into such things and then we can discuss mothers like mine. The book is one of the free reads of November on Amazon.
Ukrainian Book Update
The first Ukrainian publisher I talked to didn’t work out. They were put off by the politicized aspect of the book and wanted pure lit crit, which I don’t do. Now I understand that the problem was that this is a private publishing house.
I’m now talking with a state-owned publisher that publishes textbooks and monographs for the Ukrainian Academy of Arts and Sciences, and they don’t mind the political aspect at all. For them, it’s all about my history of publication, my rank as a scholar, the quotation index, etc. Zero objections to content.
I’m trying to get a book subvention grant from my university to offset the publisher’s cost but it’s hard to convince the Ukrainian editor that it’s a real thing.
The book should be out by February. I started writing in April, so this would be a phenomenally fast process on all sides.
Imperfect Information
I’m really annoyed by the new talking point which is that “yes, we now know that school lockdowns did more harm than good but when we advocated for closures, we were operating with imperfect information and made the best choice available at that time.”
This is gaslighting of the most primitive kind. I took my kid on the first playdate of the quarantine on April 1, 2020. By that time, I already knew COVID wasn’t dangerous to children. There were already studies – 4 of them at that time – that this was no danger whatsoever to kids. By August 2020, the evidence was absolutely overwhelming that children didn’t suffer from or transmit COVID. I understand being unsure in April, but in August the amount of evidence was absolutely staggering. There was never a single – not one – study showing COVID as dangerous to children. It’s physiologically impossible for it to harm any but the already extremely ill children.
And I’m talking 2020. The people who claim they didn’t have the information that would have let them stop calling for lockdowns in August of 2021 are simply lying. The history of COVID is being rewritten right in front of us. Nobody took responsibility, which enables them to keep lying. “Oh, I didn’t know them what I know now!” Well, if you really didn’t know, you are an incompetent. Why are we still listening to somebody so darn useless?
Crowds of people turned out in the streets in the summer of 2020 to deface a statue of a 17th-century Catholic priest that was supposedly doing great damage to black kids. But when those black kids were saddled with irrecoverable learning loss because of lockdowns, nobody gave a crap.
People should take a long, hard look at themselves.
Tips or Surcharge?
At the airport restaurant, you have to order and pay online. And the check still lists a minimum 18% tip.
The idea of tips has been completely perverted. Tips have become completely disconnected not only from the quality of service but even from its existence. They should be renamed into a restaurant surcharge.
Queers for Palestine Aren’t Funny
It’s fun to laugh at “Queers for Palestine” slogans but it’s not true that people who hold them “don’t know” how gays are treated in Palestine. They know very well. And they have their own explanation that, to them, justifies their position completely. We are making a mistake in not finding out what it is.
The theory which “gays and feminists for Palestine” have embraced is that a dislike of gays, racism, sexism, economic inequality, and all other bad things were invented and imposed by evil, Western, white settler-colonialism on good, pure, egalitarian indigenous populations. If Palestinians kill gays it’s because they spent so much time under Western control that they forgot their original pro-gay beliefs and absorbed Western “hate”.
Stupid as this all sounds, this is what is taught in US schools to children. We should pay attention because all of those young people with green hair and nose rings who march for Palestine have been taught since kindergarten about the paradise of freedom and equality that existed among “indigenous communities” before “Western colonialism” perverted them.
This explanation of history was initially created by the philosopher of the Enlightenment Jean-Jacques Rousseau. Much later, it was adapted for the US education system by Howard Zinn. And now it’s the only version of history kids are taught.
If you didn’t know all this, the real dupe isn’t a queer trans feminist marching in support of Hamas but you.
Low Birth Rates

Low birth rates in developed countries aren’t about contraception, abortion or feminism. They are about a completely new subjectivity, a new way of understanding the concept of a human being that was born with the Enlightenment and became consolidated throughout the 19th century. The very concept of a child as we understand it today was invented fairly recently in historical terms and has not been adopted worldwide. We don’t, for example, have our children crawl across the US border on their own. Our concept of a child is different. You can’t be a parent like I am or anybody on this blog is to 12 children. You expect to build a relationship with a child. It’s not a fact of nature, it’s an individual. It’s a miraculous, complex human being that you need to nourish in many more ways than food. When there’s no possibility of quality because that thought doesn’t even occur, quantity becomes the norm.
My friend from Africa is one of 13 children. Her husband, one of 11. In the US, they have 3, and she says all the time that it’s a completely different kind of motherhood and these are completely different children. You can’t relate to them like you would in Africa. You can’t push them out and forget they exist. My friend’s mother doesn’t know that she had her third kid in May. I asked if they had a fight but the friend stared at me in confusion. There was no fight. But with 13 kids, the mom doesn’t really care about one more grandchild. She’s never seen any of the 3 kids, and she lives in Canada. It’s a different way of being.
Cincinnati Impressions
Cincinnati is strange. Obviously, I’m only seeing the downtown because at the conference I’m on the executive board, which means wall-to-wall events from 8:30 to 9 pm. But the downtown is grim. Worse than St Louis. Lots of marginalized black people in a heavily narcotized state. The stench of sewage. Miserable dollar stores. A gutted Walgreens. Flashers, drunks. No shopping unless you want to fear for your life the whole time.
But also, I’ve eaten better than I have in years. There’s this breakfast place that has a wraparound line waiting to get inside for at least an hour. I haven’t had such a high-quality breakfast since Berlin. A sensational bakery, and I don’t even like baked goods. Excellent coffee. Everything very expensive but European quality good.
I don’t know the inequality stats but this is the most stratified city I’ve seen in the US so far.
Fake Budgets
This is all utterly fake but can anybody explain what a “car note” is? I never heard of that. It’s clearly not insurance because there’s a separate line for that. Plus, the amount is way too high.