I’m going around whispering under my breath, “Not my problem anymore, not my problem anymore. It’s nothing to me.” It’s very difficult to disconnect after six years of being in charge. I want to go away. It’s the right decision to go away. Intellectually and rationally, I’m extremely willing to go away, but the brain loves stasis.
I’m making enormous efforts of willpower to snap out of it.
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