Blogger Z is absolutely right: research is fun and writing is easy. Also, teaching is highly enjoyable and service, when done on one’s own terms and chosen wisely, is very rewarding.
The real bitch, at least for me, is submitting the piece I have written and waiting for a response. I will send out an article on Monday and already my hands are shaking, I’ve been hyperventilating on and off all day long, and I’m going to pour myself a huge drink after I finish writing this post.
And then there will be months of waking up and grabbing my phone to see if any responses to my submissions have arrived, knowing that if there is a rejection, I’ll be sick for weeks.
Yes, I know I have blogged about this before, but the problem isn’t going away, so I’ll keep writing about it until I figure out how to deal with this. And no, the solution to this will not have anything to do with growing a thicker skin, just like the solution to poverty has nothing to do with bootstrap pulling.
This is making me very irritable, so expect many angry posts. I’m going to go get that drink now.

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