I’m completely crazy, people. I have undertaken yet another project. I’m at a stage where I have actually started getting invitations to write things for publication, and I can’t say no because the whole thing is so new and flattering. I get this feeling of, what if I say no, and then nobody ever offers any opportunity ever again, etc.
It’s like when one is young and gets one’s very first offers of dates and feels compelled to take them because who knows, they might be the very last offers ever. Some of us even end up married based on this logic and then go, “What the hell did I just do?” after realizing that there are literally billions of better possibilities out there.
Besides, I just received some devastating personal news (not about myself but about somebody who really matters to me), and I’m trying to drown out the horrible news by taking on new projects.
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