Between my two marriages, I dated a lot. A LOT. Nine years of dating. But if somebody told me at the beginning of those nine years that in 2007 I was going to meet my next husband and the love of my life, I would have happily locked myself at home and stayed there reading books and not accepting a single date.
Lots of Dating
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If this is not too personal question – do you feel that all this dating did not really affect you all that much, so it did not affect any important details of interactions between you and N?
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Oh, it really affected me. It was, for the most part, a total waste of time and extremely annoying. I still feel annoyed about all the reading I could have done instead. Everybody suffered needlessly because I’m not a sweet person in dating scenarios.
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Yeah, dating sucks.
That is probably why I married the only guy I ever kissed. Dating a bunch of people was waaaay too much hassle.
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