I started feeling shitty in the late afternoon but I put in a pair of shiny, dangly earrings, and I feel enormously better. I’m now going to apply elaborate makeup. There’s nobody here to enjoy the sight but it’s helping me to feel in control.
I’m not taking any meds today at least until nighttime because I have an addiction-prone brain and I have to be more careful than most.
I’ve rewatched Gone Girl and I’ll now fresh-watch Zodiac. I guess seing characters get cut up for non-medical reasons is somehow helpful.